I give up, are you happy now? I’m done trying. It is so pointless. You cant keep chasing someone whos running.
Since i created this account back in December of 08 ALOT has changed. Some changes for the better, some for the worse. I’m graduated and have a job, and starting college in spring, things are lookin up. I can’t say im the happiest i’ve ever been, and that makes me mad because i know exactly what im missing that would get me back to that point, but i have to be strong enough not to let him pull me back in. Its no good anymore. Its gonna be hard but ill pull through just like i always do and i know im going to get that butterflies in my stomach, good tingly feeling all over again someday but it’ll be with someone who won’t take me for granted. Its all a chase.
